Every day I go to bed saying that tomorrow will be different. I’ll get my shit together and stop making the same bad choices over and over and over again.

But each morning I wake up and the cycle starts again.

But I am done.

Done with making myself sick. Done with sitting on the sidelines. Done with worrying at night. Done with hiding.

From now on, I live mindfully and every action leads to down the path to the future I know is waiting.

And I’m going to pour it all out here. There’s so much to the story it’s not going to be done in a single post, so I’m not even going to try to explain myself.

Just jumping in and not looking back. And I am not going to censor myself. Open honestly all the way.

From now on, I start living as the person I want to be. No more waiting.